Saturday, November 6, 2010

Can you?

Heiyloh

Life, can you PLEASE be nice to me? Please? Can you? Can you? CAN YOU?!
Im desperately wanting you to be.
Can you stop bothering me with stuffs that are hardly solved with this one little mind?
This thing already haunting me for weeks, weeks, weeks, until today. Please, I seriously can't stand in this. This is too much. TOO MUCH. TOO MUCH. TOO MUCH!
I dont care in what way you want to threat me, but please, dont bother me with this kind of problem. Twisting my brain around, speeding up my heartbeat, making me down, filling my days with tears, and yet you know I cant bear them.
I cant I cant I cant
I cant because this is waaay too much. I repeat again, too much. Fyi my life, you have to know how big is this problem concerning my life!
Can someone, PLEASE, kill me instantly without pain?
I'd rather choose that than living in quandary.

m:)

Friday, November 5, 2010

No. 8 - Chapter 7

Heiyloh

Yeay! Finnaly! I get rid of chapter 5! Now, Im so excited to continue chapter 7. Gonna be one of my fave chapter for No. 8 ;) <3

m:)