Officially 17

Heiyloh

WOAAAAAH IM 17 <3
Im officially 17 today <3 <3 <3

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Can you?

Heiyloh

Life, can you PLEASE be nice to me? Please? Can you? Can you? CAN YOU?!

Im desperately wanting you to be.

Can you stop bothering me with stuffs that are hardly solved with this one little mind?

This thing already haunting me for weeks, weeks, weeks, until today. Please, I seriously can't stand in this. This is too much. TOO MUCH. TOO MUCH. TOO MUCH!

I dont care in what way you want to threat me, but please, dont bother me with this kind of problem. Twisting my brain around, speeding up my heartbeat, making me down, filling my days with tears, and yet you know I cant bear them.

I cant I cant I cant

I cant because this is waaay too much. I repeat again, too much. Fyi my life, you have to know how big is this problem concerning my life!

Can someone, PLEASE, kill me instantly without pain?

I'd rather choose that than living in quandary.

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No. 8 - Chapter 7

Heiyloh

Yeay! Finnaly! I get rid of chapter 5! Now, Im so excited to continue chapter 7. Gonna be one of my fave chapter for No. 8 ;) <3

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No. 8 - Chapter 5

Heiyloh

I hate it I hate it I hate that my mind is fully blank! Im stuck in chapter 5! STUCK! I need idea I need lots of idea! Omg I need idea idea idea idea ideaaaaa!

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HwS

Heiyloh

Lots of test coming up! I know it's only 3 for meh, but, ugh, lots of things ive got to memorize read understand blahblah :@.

This WHOLE week wasnt really bad. Except for the past four days. Ive no idea why but my mood, it dropped down to hell. Many things, which I couldnt really figure out what, stuck firmly on my head. My studies screwed up, my room messed up. All I got was a big headache. Sick man Im sick with the play.

You, omg, you! I wanna smash you so badly to the BIN. BIG TROUBLEMAKER this week! The main cause of my horrible four days! I HATE YOU! Clear?

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Pretend oh pretend

Heiyloh

I never know when my limit is. I never I never know. I never wish to know. I love surprise.

Fake emotion is called pretending, right? When somebody talks shit about you, you would rather give a smile than a bloody punch. And you know it inside your heart, you wanna say fuck you! That's what most people do, they pretend. No matter what terms and conditions, pretending is always the best choice. Isnt pretending to be okay better than having lots of people feel sorry for you? Isnt pretending to smile better than having people smirking badly to you?

Pretend, just pretend. It will throw you to safe path. Keep pretending. There no such impossible to pretend. You can do it! PRETEND!

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10.10.10

Heiyloh

Did you read the title? It says 101010. Wooo. It's sunday! Beginning of school week, crap. Hm, anyway, it wasnt that bad after all. Today was a great day tho. Nothing much happened in school, just, excited :D. EXCITED. Our new economics teacher FINALLY came! I didnt say thats my EXCITED part, oke?

Math was ok. We were doing one question which took the whole lesson. It was fun, as usual. Accounting, it, and blahblah were fine. Today was the first day of activity. I took english. No choice, dude. I could take embroiderey or embroidement or embro something, but I'd rather choose english than embro-something. It'll be more useful later on and I can get lots of benefit from it.

10.10.10 not a bad day. It's a GREAT day. I love (1/2) 10.10.10. Waaaaay different from last year's, 9.9.09, which was a horrible day!

10.10.10 muah <3

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