No. 8 - Chapter 5

Heiyloh

I hate it I hate it I hate that my mind is fully blank! Im stuck in chapter 5! STUCK! I need idea I need lots of idea! Omg I need idea idea idea idea ideaaaaa!

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HwS

Heiyloh

Lots of test coming up! I know it's only 3 for meh, but, ugh, lots of things ive got to memorize read understand blahblah :@.

This WHOLE week wasnt really bad. Except for the past four days. Ive no idea why but my mood, it dropped down to hell. Many things, which I couldnt really figure out what, stuck firmly on my head. My studies screwed up, my room messed up. All I got was a big headache. Sick man Im sick with the play.

You, omg, you! I wanna smash you so badly to the BIN. BIG TROUBLEMAKER this week! The main cause of my horrible four days! I HATE YOU! Clear?

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Pretend oh pretend

Heiyloh

I never know when my limit is. I never I never know. I never wish to know. I love surprise.

Fake emotion is called pretending, right? When somebody talks shit about you, you would rather give a smile than a bloody punch. And you know it inside your heart, you wanna say fuck you! That's what most people do, they pretend. No matter what terms and conditions, pretending is always the best choice. Isnt pretending to be okay better than having lots of people feel sorry for you? Isnt pretending to smile better than having people smirking badly to you?

Pretend, just pretend. It will throw you to safe path. Keep pretending. There no such impossible to pretend. You can do it! PRETEND!

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10.10.10

Heiyloh

Did you read the title? It says 101010. Wooo. It's sunday! Beginning of school week, crap. Hm, anyway, it wasnt that bad after all. Today was a great day tho. Nothing much happened in school, just, excited :D. EXCITED. Our new economics teacher FINALLY came! I didnt say thats my EXCITED part, oke?

Math was ok. We were doing one question which took the whole lesson. It was fun, as usual. Accounting, it, and blahblah were fine. Today was the first day of activity. I took english. No choice, dude. I could take embroiderey or embroidement or embro something, but I'd rather choose english than embro-something. It'll be more useful later on and I can get lots of benefit from it.

10.10.10 not a bad day. It's a GREAT day. I love (1/2) 10.10.10. Waaaaay different from last year's, 9.9.09, which was a horrible day!

10.10.10 muah <3

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She left the school !

Heiyloh

Gawd! Our new homeroom teacher left the school by next week! Man, I know I dont like her, but I didnt mean to wish her to be out :(. So gonna miss her. Be well, miss <3

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Woah, not that great

Heiyloh

Tomorrow is just the beginning of the second week of school and yet hws already in hand. Not a lot, just enough to drown you to the bottom. Esp english, crap.

Oh and we got a new homeroom teacher. She talked a lot, very a lot. She seemed like don't want us to have free registration time, although sometimes she gave. So we had like a topic for this week, GOALS. What's the goal in your life? Damn, why do you so care about it? And guess what, we have to submitt the first term goal paper by tomorrow! Gawd, what else she will talk about this coming week?

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School Tomorrow

Heiyloh

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA! School tomorrow! I wish I could postpone tomorrow, make it next month ;). I seriously dont feel like having a summer holiday! It's still hot hot hot and damn humid here, and I have to let go my glory morning for school's sake? I want my glory morning until tomorrw and tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow... mmrow... row.... ow...w.

I dont want school! I hate school! It's stressing me out and causing a pain in my life. A big freaking pain! Well, I admit, it causes few happiness, few. Grhhh, I hate hate hate hate hate school! The only time I love school is when it announces "tomorrow is summer holiday!" and that's the last day of school. I hate to go through the whole year, studying and making me sick of memorizing. Though I'll gain knowledges and have a future, still school is a hell on earth! 90% of my life hates school.

Tomorrow is gonna be a beginning for another painful year. A more one perhaps.

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