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She cries whenever she remembers her pasts. She wipes her tears everyday. She laughs for some unfunny jokes. She tries to act normal. She smiles when someone she likes walk by. She hates some people that close to her. She likes humour a lot, but she often create one. She holds the stair-handle when she walks down or up. She hides all her pains behind. She shows fake smiles, mostly. She wants to scream but she can't. She doesn't like to be ignored, but she is being ignored. She attempts to connect to the conversation, but she always fail. She loves to see people around her happy, although she hates the people. She wants to be someone. She keeps all her true stories alone. Whoever is she, she might be someone near you.

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